I get entirely too little sleep these days. Usually, when the kids go to bed at 8, I lie down on my bed to read until I turn the light off at the late hour of 9 pm.
Tonight, Jeremy lured me downstairs with the promise of So You Think You Can Dance. I wasted time reading blogs and watching the TV when I heard the pitter patter of little feet around 8:40. Carolyn snuck out of bed to try and join us downstairs with the TV. I took her little hand and marched her back into bed. We heard a couple of whines and wails intermittently, but then all was silent.
It was so nice to read things on the internet without anybody sitting on my lap. So I stayed up, wasting my precious sleep time away reading about new recipes and civil rights infractions in Burma. I couldn't bring myself to go to bed because the sooner I went to bed, the sooner I would have to get up to nurse.
Finally, around 10:40, I told Jeremy I was packing it in. I couldn't delay it anymore, and I knew I would be feeling the pain tomorrow. I hate feeling sluggish. We were getting ready for bed and I told Jeremy I wanted to peek in on Carolyn. It's so easy to do these days because she sleeps with her door wide open. I tiptoed down the hallway to catch a glimpse of her body burrowed into her blankets.
Instead, behold photographic evidence that Carolyn is in fact my daughter. If the lack of concern about hairstyle didn't prove it as my mom tried to point out
here, then this should:


Don't let the flash from my camera fool you. She was working on her masterpiece by the dim light from her nightlight. (And yes, we let her sleep in her play clothes. It's so not worth the fight.)
I can't even count the number of times after my parents thought I was in bed that I would get a book and read until it was way too late. Of course, let's hope her imitation stops there and doesn't progress to sneaking to friend's houses when she gets older. (Sorry, Mom!)
Now I'm blogging so I stay up long enough to make sure she is really sleeping before I go to sleep myself. You know what I love more than being tired in the morning? Being tired with tired children. It's the best.